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ok…i have this friend, who i been really attracted to lately. last night when he came over to help with studying and at the end i hugged him. it was late so he sleep over in his sleeping bag. then at like 5 am i woke him up and dragged him into my bed. and i tried to touch him all over (not the private parts of course) and he hugged me back and i know he was turned on. but he was able to control himself and not do anything back except just hugging me. his thing was hard by just looking at it. but he only hugged me and that is it.

please note: this person is very discipline and have extremely high self control, that was why i even like him in the first place. he have told me he liked me and even tried to hold my hands. but he also told me he will not sleep with anyone except his wife or his gf (and only if she is already).

i am amazed at his extremely strong will (and he is not gay! period).

in the morning he left for his group meeting. i feel so lost now. i think i kinda ruin our friendship, he said we are still friend. but i dont know what to do now?

please give me advises on what to do to at least save some respects he might have for me.

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i just got acces to that part of town g

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